I cannot find fucking ANYONE to go out with tonight! Everyone either went out last night, went out last night and is doing lame things (which I'd maybe do) but is too far, OR is just too far, or is just too lame.

GOD DAMMIT, the only night I REALLY want to go (which is rare, if I have to drive myself) NOONE WANTS TO! What the hell is that! Ugh, I must go through my phonebook again.... and again...

I bought a bottle of champagne and its GONE now, and I dyed my hair last night (touch up), so I am ready... and nonoe else is.

I apologize in advance for in a week or so when I begin my meds. Lisa (friend who did egg donation) said she was a gnar wreck. Crying then laughing then crying. It will only be for a month or less. So I am sure I will be posting sappy shit here... most of it will probably be false, or exaggerated.

Like now.